Monday, February 11, 2008

A lemming for love

the farewell to freeway track lemmings has been stuck in my mind for weeks. especially since meeting their keyboardist michele back in december. i have never met such an honest artist that I feel I connected with so quickly. she has such strong qualities about her and a very magnetic vibe. i have had a feeling in my stomach ever since. it is weird and hard to explain. a bond was made within myself. i cannot stop thinking about her and the few moments where she spoke to me. I know we are thousands of miles away but I feel a connection. should I head west to California or go north and go home? has anyone else met someone and felt an immediate connection that cannot be explained. some of the lyrics from lemmings make me feel like we are somehow connected on a higher level.

HOW GREAT IT IS TO FEEL THAT YOU’RE ALIVE!

the music and the experience of meeting you have made me feel very alive. so much so that I cannot explain it.

MEANWHILE, SHE SLEEPS WITH HER OWN DREAMS AND NEVER STIRS, AND NEVER AWAKES, THEN THERE’S ME.

do you think of me? did I make an impression? did we connect on any level? do we have the same dreams (ever???) I am here but you are so far away. do we have a link? all I can do is look at the two photos I have and listen to the music and think. and dream. and wonder.

LOST, I’VE LOST YSELF IN ALL OF THIS?

am I just lonely? Was it the time and place? I do not want to be lost. i want to be found. maybe we can find something together?

THE WORLD I KNEW BEFORE NO LONGER EXISTS.

things feel like they are changing. different. maybe because the road is getting to me. maybe I am discovering who I really am. maybe the same is happening for you. or maybe, you have forgotten about me.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

You are losing your mind. The song isw great but don't you havea girlfriend already???

Anonymous said...

I'm not going to say much more on it, but half the kids coming here because Brummel sent out the orders are fucking lame hypocrites. Half of them will download the full length album the second it hits the internet.

I love your blog and you cant shut it down. I love you.

Frank Saunders said...

Yeah...you're about to get fucked in a major way...

They asked you politely, yet sternly to take their copy-written material and you blatantly refused, and basically dared them to sue you.

Sucks to be you right now.

Good thing you have a journalism degree...oh wait...no publication in their right mind would hire a punk kid with a record of theft and copy write infringement and a huge lawsuit hanging over their head.

Yeah, It really does suck to be you!

All that AND you live in Canada.

Oh yeah, and your girl is banging Veal Chop.

Shit...